Gue— gue mau marah boleh? Gue mau ngeluarin unek-unek gue boleh? Tapi masalahnya, ini tentang kalian. Kalian yang berusaha untuk gue sayangi, dan gue dekati, tapi kalian tak acuh, sehingga saya tetap— membenci. Betapa gue berusaha mencintai NetWorld gue, betapa gue selalu berusaha untuk memahami kalian, untuk memaklumi kalian, tapi sayangnya— iya sayangnya, gue tidak [...]
Archive for the ‘Uncategorized’ Category
I DO CARE, REALLY
July 18, 2009
Edan. Puas?
June 3, 2009
Okay, Hello and Goodbye. Mati lo sana, pindah aja ke dunia lain Thi. Nah itu tuh buktinya gue makin meracau akhir-akhir ini. Sangat meracau FYI. Gue mengulang lagi semua kata-kata yang ada dan pernah singgah di otak gue dan merangkainya menjadi kalimat-kalimat rancu tidak berurutan sedari kemarin. Sayangnya ketika gue malah berhadapan dengan laptop gue [...]
Ngaco-ing
June 1, 2009
Thiul-o-logy “Sebuah cabang Ilmu AnimaBiologi.” *shot* Rules: Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by “ology” *****************FOOD-OLOGY***************** What is your salad dressing of choice? Ga doyan salad, cuma suka mayonaisenya aja What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Apa aja yang penting enak =)) What food could you eat for [...]
About a cake, a rain and also about myself
May 29, 2009
image from here 17 years. Was it all worth, Athiah? Buat gue, mengulang hari lahir gue bukanlah suatu kesenangan yang mestinya dirayakan. Ketika jarum jam berdentang ketika menunjuk angka-nya, angka dimana hari jadi itu sudah tiba, kedua jarum kurusnya menunjuk angka yang sama, gue malah berjengit. Membayangkan betapa tuanya gue sekarang ini. But, [...]
Another Thought
May 23, 2009
image from here Would you call me if you can I’m waiting underneath it all All the mess and the chaos you’ve I’ve caused Now you’re nowhere to be found So tell me I’m trying to define The meaning of unconditional love When it puts you my faced down on the ground You’re out there [...]
Once again, I lied
May 21, 2009
I smiled at you, always. A fake smile, I know it. But you faced it differently. You thought that is my true smile. But, yeah it isn’t. It’s fake because I dont want you to know what I truly feel. I laughed cheerfully. Still a fake one. To manipulate you and many others people around [...]
Melancholy
May 14, 2009
Hari ini, aneh. Gue terbangun dalam keadaan langsung bangun begitu saja ketika mendengar alarm. Padahal biasanya gue akan mematikan alarm lalu menarik lagi selimut itu menutupi badan gue. Dan gue baru sadar, hari ini, pagi ini, hujan turun, sedari tadi. Sayup-sayup pelan gue mendengar speaker iPod gue masih berbunyi mendendangkan sebuah lagu indah, lagu akustik [...]
About Ali and Freja
May 8, 2009
Freja Beha Erichsen < Ali Stephens I love both of this girl. I love their style, and as always I love girl who born with natural brown hair. And finally I found them instead searching for my visualization for my chara at IndoHogwarts. For Freja, I love her when she got long hair, she looks [...]
Damisel en una Situació Desesperada
May 4, 2009
Damsel in desperate. Good enough to begin the week right? Okay, I would like to give standing ovation to myself of course. Ironis.
Racauan
May 1, 2009
Gue duduk di kursi panjang yang terletak di lorong sempit lantai dua gedung kelas 3, tepatnya di depan kelas gue. Langit yang tadi pagi warnanya biru cerah dan bersih, baru gue sadari berubah warna menjadi putih pucat, dan sejauh mata gue memandang tak tampak sedikit pun warna biru disana. Dan hujan saya datang, akhirnya. Hawa [...]
